Another new start?!
I woke up early (naturally) in Liv's apartment in Paris. Today is August 1st. In 20 days, I am 24 years old. Something really intense has just ended. Once again, I need to move on. Am I ready?
I don't read AIESEC emails any more. Not that I didn't enjoy my past 4.5 years in this organization. In fact, I do, very much, especially the very last 2 years. It is just when I gave all I had, I don't see the point of sticking around. However, I will be mentoring Mindy and Yuan - very excited about that. I am also open to chairing conferences - I really feel I should share the inspirations and growth this organization has given me.
Our team has spent the most relaxing and classy teamdays together on a sailing boat on the South Sea in Holland. We didn't care what time was it. We had plenty of time to chill. We chatted. We shared our last thoughts. We had crazy fun in a water fight with a whole bunch of Germans having a bachelor party on another boat. This is OUR TEAM - the AIESEC International 0506. We are extremely hardcore and extremely fun loving. I am so proud of us.
I didn't share much because words just weren't powerful enough at the last minute. I'll just stay in touch - as some of you might know I am very bad at it - through emails or even visits if we end up in the same corner of the world. I still remember what Monika said before she left Rotterdam in 2005: it is not that sad to say goodbye, if we want to meet each other again, we'll make the effort. Though we haven't been able to meet ever since.
Vero and me were watching the last few episodes of SEX AND THE CITY on 30th evening. Carrie ended up with BIG and went back to New York so the 4 of them can still gather from time to time. The two of us were crying like babies - for the happy ending, also for our friendship: Lanchanie, Frances, Veronica and myself. When are we gonna meet each other again? We grew so close in the last 1 year with all the hick-ups and touching moments.
The plan from today till 4th evening is to chill, especially with myself. Once again, life goes into a crossroad full of choices. Once again, I will ONLY want PLAN A, no plan b at all. But what is my PLAN A?
I don't read AIESEC emails any more. Not that I didn't enjoy my past 4.5 years in this organization. In fact, I do, very much, especially the very last 2 years. It is just when I gave all I had, I don't see the point of sticking around. However, I will be mentoring Mindy and Yuan - very excited about that. I am also open to chairing conferences - I really feel I should share the inspirations and growth this organization has given me.
Our team has spent the most relaxing and classy teamdays together on a sailing boat on the South Sea in Holland. We didn't care what time was it. We had plenty of time to chill. We chatted. We shared our last thoughts. We had crazy fun in a water fight with a whole bunch of Germans having a bachelor party on another boat. This is OUR TEAM - the AIESEC International 0506. We are extremely hardcore and extremely fun loving. I am so proud of us.
I didn't share much because words just weren't powerful enough at the last minute. I'll just stay in touch - as some of you might know I am very bad at it - through emails or even visits if we end up in the same corner of the world. I still remember what Monika said before she left Rotterdam in 2005: it is not that sad to say goodbye, if we want to meet each other again, we'll make the effort. Though we haven't been able to meet ever since.
Vero and me were watching the last few episodes of SEX AND THE CITY on 30th evening. Carrie ended up with BIG and went back to New York so the 4 of them can still gather from time to time. The two of us were crying like babies - for the happy ending, also for our friendship: Lanchanie, Frances, Veronica and myself. When are we gonna meet each other again? We grew so close in the last 1 year with all the hick-ups and touching moments.
The plan from today till 4th evening is to chill, especially with myself. Once again, life goes into a crossroad full of choices. Once again, I will ONLY want PLAN A, no plan b at all. But what is my PLAN A?
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